Who do you want to be? Is that something you should want to be (more on this in a moment)? Is that something you can be? Is it worthwhile to try to be that?Bram wrote: ↑Sat Aug 22, 2020 6:06 pm
And I feel that some of those traits I listed above are genuine. For example: trying to be funny makes me super happy. I feel hyper-alert, look for the moment of humor, respond, be creative, etc. But....unfortunately, I don't think excellence, loving-kindness, and compassion are genuine. I'd love them to be, haha, but I don't think they're me.
So, my plan is to now consider what does energize me, and see if that can lend itself to a happier, more chill life.
I was going to unpack this a little but the neighbor slammed her door and most of it went poof.